Rain!

I love that we will be getting rain for the next 3 days!!

My Vlogs

I have been vlogging lately and I feel like that is a great coping mechanism for my anxiety and self doubt. They are in a private playlist on my personal YouTube channel.

My Camera

Hello. So I just wanted to post about my camera. I want to make a place where I can post the pics I take with it. I remember my aunt (tía) had a pink camera like this. I am so happy I have one too. She had it in a drawer and it didn't work. The lens was broken. Yep.

Anxiety

Hello, I wanted to make a post talking through my emotions to understand why I am feeling this way. I watched Jack's PAX West panel live and he said something that was inspiring to me. He said to try to understand your emotions the best you can so you can get out of feeling down. I liked his advice. He said this to a guy whose mother died and he was grieving. So I have anxiety. The Film Media Production Program Application is due next Monday and I am afraid that I will not get in. There is a whole interview, portfolio, recommendation letter, and two essays involved so this SUCKS! I knew this would come and I got an email about it. One of the FAQs was that What if I'm not good enough? The first answer was "First of all, you are good enough." At first, I dismissed this and didn't give mind. Then I thought to myself, why do I think that? It's like putting my self-worth down in the dumps. lol But, I think I am. Sort of. I just have to believe in myself, number one important. I am listening to the Dream Daddy song and I really love it. It is very relaxing and positive sounding. I chose this major for a reason and I CANNOT back down now!!! I need to tell myself this or else I have no focus. So I have to complete my goal! Thanks for listening. So if you don't mind. I am going to record some 2017 High Fives All Around goodness. Gosh! PMA is spilling out of my fingertips and onto the keyboard. HAHAHAH lol im crazy on dopamine rn XD Thank you, Jack! I love you so much! 😊

My Hobbies & Interests

* My Hobbies:

- Playing guitar

- Singing

- Video editing

- Reading

- Writing stories

- Journaling

- Blogging

- Graphic Design

* My Interests:

- Technology

- Learning languages

- Music

- Drawing 

- Podcasting

- Coding

- Web design

- Exercise

- Scrapbooking

- Digital scrapbooking

- Computer programming

* What Do I Do For Fun?

- Read

- Karaoke

- Play guitar

- Video editing

- Blogging

- Graphic design