My Online Self

I try to be myself online to help myself become comfortable with my own skills like posting my song covers on my personal YouTube channel. It's more of a place where I can listen to them when I go back to it.

Editing Inspiration

Putting the puzzle pieces together to find the finished project.

Daily Thoughts

There's nothing better than crossing an item off your to do list! So satisfying.

Comment what satisfies you.

Old Dream Journal

I remember a dream I had a long time ago. Since I was talking about flying in the last post that’s why I remembered, I think. Maybe it was around the time I was reading “Night Flying” that I had the dream. I was out in the desert at night on a cliff like the character in the book. The cliff was red orange and I could see every star in the sky. I ran and jumped off the cliff and flew! While I flew I felt so happy. I could also see cacti in the dream in the desert. I flew close to the ground and saw a homeless man standing by a fire in a garbage can. I said hello and flew away, but I think he grabbed my leg and I kicked him to go higher in the sky. I remember flying over the ocean and beautiful cities like New York and L.A. I love that dream.

Since I already got ya here might as well tell ya another! So I dreamt about myself and some other people that I can’t remember but they might have been my family driving down the freeway by my house. At the end there was a turn and we kept going straight and as we fell I laughed in real life! I was asleep in my red bunk bed at the time and I laughed in my sleep! Ale was under me and she tossed in her sleep after I laughed, but I woke up surprised as to why I would laugh, but I think I laughed because I actually felt the sensation of falling during that and I woke up after I felt it. 

Liberta (Moonman Remix) - Lovechild (1999)

When my family and I were driving back from Mexico I was staring out the window. There was a desert landscape of mountains and plains. There was no internet, so I used my imagination. There's a certain part of the song that really makes me feel like I'm flying. It gives me a good feeling like euphoria. It makes me want to fly. It reminds me of a book I read that’s about a witch family and a young girl learns how to fly off a cliff with her given or learned powers. I read the book in high school. My school library were always giving away free book and I found this book called “Night Flying” by Rita Murphy. Sadly, I donated the book to my local library I think after I read. I wish I kept it because I want a personal bookshelf of all of the books I’ve read in my life. My interest in “electronic music” as Zak Bagans calls it started when I was playing “Grand Theft Auto 4.” I would drive around and put the radio on and put it on a certain station where electronic music would play. There’s this song, that I now know is by deadmau5, that would play and I would think to myself, “Hey, I like this.” I searched it up on Spotify and it’s called “Hi Friend!” by deadmau5. The certain version that was in the game didn’t have any vocals. That was the first song I liked that I remember. It’s funny that it’s a deadmau5 song because I love his music and he’s one of my favorite artists. Then I didn’t listen much after that. Ever since I really got into Ghost Adventures and Zak Bagans my interest in electronic music got more deep. I stalk Aaron’s Blogs and Zak’s twitter and he tweets out songs he likes and I listen to them and I like some of them. I saw one tweet in particular about a “Judge Jules Mix” and I listened to it (12/13 hours). Then “Liberta” was at the end of the mix. I loved it. Now EDM (Electronic Dance Music) is one of my favorite genres of music, behind Indie rock of course. And NO! Indie DOES NOT mean Indian! My family gets that mixed up every time they talk about it. It bothers me so much. Indie rock is rock music that is independent from what mainstream artists are doing. 

Anyways, I enjoyed telling a personal story like this. It shows me how much I know about myself because knowing myself is important. I will continue to do this when the energy comes to me. Coffee helps.

So for now I will close my eyes and fly far far away. I mean “Liberta” does mean freedom in Italian.

Daily Thoughts

"I didn't ask for this, all I can do now is deal with it."

So I was watching a JackSepticEye video on Detroit: Become Human and this quote came up and I wanted to save it. It's not completely accurate, word for word, because I wanted to put my own twist on it.

Diary Entry

This blog post is gonna be typed on my computer because I got a new cute desk and I want to use it. I was gonna use my Blogger app on my phone, but I think typing on a computer feels better. I am listening to JackSepticEye songs on Spotify right now and I like them. They are on my Favorites playlist on Spotify. “All The Way” is gonna be stuck in my head and I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!! I think this song gave me the energy to actually type this blog post. I love the beat in it. I am just typing random thoughts that come to my mind, which is basically my whole blog. My favorite part of the song is the “that’s bad” part because I love how Seán’s voice sounds there. I am obsessed with Jack recently and I am so proud! And Ale and me are gonna try to play Avakin Life at midnight because our internet is that bad. I am also gonna post another cover of Best Coast on my YouTube channel, so stay tuned. 😁